Who am I? What do I want? What do I like? ... God, please talk to me! please help me with all many questions surrounding me, taking my breathe...
The grass was wet, the sun was shiny, the sea was extraordinary, and people on the beach were happy, or looked happy, or at least they should be happy with all the beauty around them. So why should I be so confused? suspicious about the goal of my existence, my abilities, my talents... Yeah, people in the room, in that room, look smart, look getting all these stuff. Why should we answer all these questions for God's sake? To understand? I feel getting further from me...

"Ask yourself!" It was the response, and it was out loud.