A shocking dream

Extraordinary, I am still confused and shocked about what she said. Was it really me? What's happened to me?

"It was the end of the world, I was scared," she said. She continued, "I went to Ritwik, he just said, go away, I don't want to talk to you, don't you see? it is the end of the world, I am mad, just go. I desperately ran to you, I saw you with a big smile on face, happy and calm... 'We all die, it is the end of the world, that is true, but be calm and happy,' you said with such a big smile on face". My tears went down my cheeks. She continued, "I was seeing another planet was getting close to the earth, and we were all gonna die soon, I was scared and felt strange, you again looked calm and happy, you got my hand and just said, this feeling is normal before death, don't worry, we will be happy then." I hugged her while shocked, she continued, "and the planet hit the earth and we all died, we all died, but you were calm."

What does it mean? Is it all about that night? what did I see in the mirror? I cannot still forget the crying child, poor her... desperate, alone, abandoned, scared... I saw her in the mirror with my two eyes.